Professor Catherine Ceniza Choy

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Catherine Ceniza Choy
Author, Empire of Care

Why the phil? Some observers claim it’s natural for US to look to the phil to recruit nurses. Some claim filipino women are nurturing and inately caring making them a natural target for nursing recruitment in the US.

My research emphasizes the US colonial presence in the phil beginning in 1898-1946. One of the proj in US colonialism was educ of filipinos. And this educ included americanized training hosp system that actively recruited young filipino women, specifically to train as nurses. That currciculum was modeled after US professional nursing curriculum. That also included the study of english language, both english grammar and colloquial english. Read more...

Esther Simpson (TRANSCRIPT ONLY)

My name is Esther Hippel Simpson. I’m a registered nurse. I work at the veterans medical center.

Take 2: I am esther simpson, and i am a registered nurse, i work at the seattle va medical center.

:48 Where did you receive your nurse training? I received my basic nursing training in the Philippinesippines and it was at st. Paul college of manila and it is for 5 yrs. And i took my masters degree in nursing at the university of the Philippinesipppines.

Was St. Paul a prestigious institution? Yes. St Paul college is a private school, all school girls. It’s a prestigious program for college and they prepare women to be become Paulinian Catholic mothers. And…laughs.

:48 And the university of the Philippinesippines is a coed and it’s the state university of the Philippinesippines and this is where you get exposure to the happenings of the country: activism, different kinds of thinking, and it’s a very dynamic school.

Did st paul produce a lot of nurses? Yes. St Paul College of Manila had an enrollment of 60 in one class and we graduated 40 of these girls after training. It has a record of being top-notchers or the graduates are one of the top ten in the state board exams in the Philippinesppines and this has been going on every yr up to the present.

3:22 it is a well known university and not everybody could go into the…

Take 2: st paul is considered one of the top schools and exclusive schools for girls in the Philippinesippines and not everybody could get into the college. We are screened by mainly our grades when we graduate from high school.

Every yr there is about 30-40 graduates per graduating class. And the philsosophy of the school is to produce catholic women who would become mothers and be mothers to children and teach thme about religion, the greatness of god. It is a religious school, and it is run by St Paul de Chartres nuns.

5:10 what did you do after graduation? What yr did you graduate? After graduation i worked in a gen medical ctr in Manila and it was the Manila medical center and we were pioneers of that center so we were newly graduates and we were the nurses tha tset up the policies, procedures that this new hospital was going to use. And being young graduates, i worked in the surgical unit and it was like 40 patients in one unit. That’s where we started to apply our skills, fresh from school until we were skilled. And i moved on from staff nurse to head nurse and gone through being the administrator of the continuing educcation department for the whole hosp.

I worked there for 5 years, and in the last 3 years, i went to school and finished my masters degree at the university of the Philippines.

What do you remember most about working in Philippines hospital? I remember my classmates. Being young graduates, we tended to be together. We all lived in the dormiotry. We lived with other graduates of diff schools of nursing in the Philippines. I remember the nuns who were so patient in teaching us and challenging us… (pause)

I remember the nuns who were helpful in assisting us in growing in our profession and challenging us to take more roles and responsibilities. And i remember my coworkers who were just starting out like u. It was just a non-stressful workplace. We used to work evening shift, from 3 o’clock to eleven. We’d go bowling afterwards and we’d go nightclubbing. And we arrive at the dormitory at two o’clock and the nuns would just look at us. Because we were already graduates. We would work next day at 3 o’clock again and we were just so contented and satisfied with our lives.

8:55 sounds like a lot of camaraderie?

Oh yes. This camaraderie last a lifetime. In gfact we still see one another, call one another, go for a reunion in the Philippines. Everybody would go. Just this yr, our class had a reunion in Las Vegas. There were 30 of us with some of our husbands. It was so nice to see everbody changed. We remember little incidents in our growing yrs, 5 years at St Paul college.

10:05 When did you come to u-s?

I came to the u-s, 8 months after martial law in the Philippines. I went directly to Chicago because that’s where my aunt and sister was and I lived with them. My adjustment in Chicago was not as hard as Filipinos had because I had my family with me who helped me: distinguish what is broccoli, what is pork butt, or the diff fruit in the grocery or who to call if I needed something. It was part, an extension of my life in the Philippines, with my family, in Chicago.

11:13 I was also with my friends who i used to work with in med. Ctr in Manila. So I went to work in the hospital where they were. So life in manila started to be the same again. We had our parties together, we had picnics, we travelled together. It was a good life.

Had you always intended to move to Chicago? Not really. After my graduation, after a couple yrs at med ctr in manila. I applied to b.c., canada. And i already had a visa to go to canada. But my father had a stroke so i delayed my trip abroad and take care of him. That took me 5 yrs before i finally went to chicago, with his permission. I went to chicago because that’s where my family was.

12:44 it seemed like an easy decision? Yes because my family would be there and they would be helping me because we’re a very close knit family.

Was it always your intention to work overseas? Yest it was, primarily because of the relatives that I have who are in the states. I had always planned to go to America because my relatives who were also nurses migrated to America. It seems to me that nursing is not complete unless you have been to America.

13:56 Why? I felt my prof training was not complete unless I went to America because even when I was working in the Philippines, I had colleagues who were already stateside nurses. And they were just so skillful and so knowledge. They were part of my role models and even though I was hold a very top position in the hosp where I worked my salary was not enough for me to be able to give something to my parents, the salary was just enough for me.

And so i thought about the dollar converted to peso and how i would be able to help my family, my dad, and my younger sisters if i was earning dollars in America.

So you came for econ. Reasons? It is fair to say that one of the reasons i came to the state is economic reasons because i don’t believe that Filipinos would really love to leave their country unless there is something in their country that pushes them out. And it is during the period of 1970s, the peso was not valuable enough to be buy and live comfortably as we would be in the states.

During this period when i left the Philippines, it was a period of martial law and we could see nurses who have just graduated, they don’t get readily jobs so they were working as non nursing jobs in the Philippines. So it was something that people, nurses would actually say, that there were more opportunity in America. The lure of the united states to Filipino nurses is really salary, the dollar sign, and of course, the comforts of living here: owning a car, owning a refrigerator, owning a house and all the comforts that go with it: laundry, washer, and dryer. That’s one of the things we don’t have in the Philippines.

18:07 how about the prestige? Oh yes, the prestige of being a stateside, u-s trained nurse is something like, you’re one notch above any Filipino nurse because you come home very nice uniforms, with very sophisticated stockings and nursing shoes. The way they talk, their confidence because of their training for eg, adds more weight to the treatment of patients, the doctors in the Philippines i think believ the u-s stateside nurses more than the local ones.

More credibilty? Oh yes. And expectation that when you come from the states you are an excellent nurse, an outstanding nurse and you can work as director of nursing, an administrator, as long as you have qualifications educationally. Also the influence to the boards.

19:50 there was a sense of worldliness? I used to u-s trained nurses as more all-sided, more independent in their decision making, they’re using their heads in making decisions, esp in their own lives. Of course this is not the generalization, they’re still individuals, some still plain and humble although capable of doing things. But the people i met who were stateside were just so overly confident of themselves.

There were some nurses who went home from the united states who couldn’t adjust to the livign conditions and the working conditions in the Philippines so they would want to go back to the u-s to work.

Saw this before coming to the u-s. I saw a lot of classmates who were here longer than me who were insturmental in giving me advices and how to proceed professionally, how to take the board exams and how to review and what to do with your salary and save and invest in some future investments.

22:30 so you had support in the Philippines and the u-s? I had a big support, not only from my family and friends but also newly found friends in our community because i didn’t stay put in the hosp; my netowrking has increased. As early as 1976…

23:15 i was already involved in national networking because i was working in the anti-martial movement as a volunteer so i would know more conditions in the Philippines. Other than what we know from the newspapers.

23:50 let’s talk about your first job in the America? My first job was as a staff nurse in roosevelt memorial hosp. Take 2: my first job was as staff nurse in a small hosp, a 300 bed capacity in chicago, and i work in the medical surgical unit. But because of my educ, being a masters degree holder, i was more involved in the continuing ed dept, i was helping out in the orientation of new nurses, demonstration of fire equipment, learning opptys in that hosp.

They train me to become medical nurse assoc which was like a medi nurse practitioner but we were not licensed, we were working under doctors in that hosp. I had exposure in the diff areas of nursing from surgical to icu and ccu.

25:30 was that exp what you had expected? My experience in maerica what i had expected because i was confident that having a masters degree pgm is not going to let me begin from the beginning. I had oppty to use my skills, my cmuy skills right away through the continuing educ of the hosp. And that was my job before i left the Philippines. So there was a recognition of my skills and educ capabilities in the first hosp that i worked.

Did it provide prof growth? Oh definitely. The exp provided prof grwoth because this hosp has sent us to conferences, meetings and that’s how i got myself exposed to the broader American nursing.

What does that mean?

Broader American nursing is nursing by our white counterparts which means i had associations with American nurses association, college of nurse educators and it was niot only Filipinos but also white American nurses.

Did that add to your exp?

Meeting and working with them increased my understanding of how to approach them, how to talk to them, how to interpret what they’re saying, what oppty are available to American nurses and Filipino nurses.

28:30 re narciso-perez case: it started with anti-martial movement in the u.s. when i was in the Philippines i was not very political. I was a graduate of college, just too busy doing my work, masters degree. Univ Philippines gave me an idea of what activisim is. So when i came to America, i rode with my dean of nursing at u-p and she said on the airplane, esther, make the u-s or anywhere you go, like your up campus. It stuck to my mind. I always identified the u-p and its atmosphere, and activism, though i was not directly involved.

So when i was in chicago, i mut some new people who were involved in anti-martial movement, through the meetings my mind got opened up to the other facts and happenings in the Philippines under marcos regime like the violation of human rights, the economy under marcos, how the Philippines and us govt have collaborated in revising in Philippines politics to meet u-s needs.

I understood the impt of the two u-s bases in the Philippines. So that was an eye opener for me. In the course of our educating the community about anti-martial law, i have increased my network. And in the course of working for the political prisoners in the Philippines and their issues, freedom etc, i think i may have developed somewhat into a leader in the anti martial law movement so i was seen as somebody to come to for other issues in the community.

While working in the community, we have met Filipinos who have been discriminated in their jobs, Filipinos who were laid off for no reason at all.

simpson, wave file 2

In the course of our anti martial law work i have evolved as a leader in the anti martial law movement. We also met Filipinos who were discriminated against. They lost their jobs, they were demoted, or they were unemployed. I guess that was a reality to me that Filipinos were having issues as minorities in America. At first i didn’t understand why Filipino engineers would work as draftsmen in America, or dentists working as dental hygenists, or nurses as nurses aides.

I also try to understand they are laid off and not given appropriate process of employment or process of law. With these issues, the word discrimination as a minority, racial discrimination was something that was bugging me because why are Filipinos being treated that way. It is an understanding of how the Filipino community is, its hx and how the elderly Filipinos, the first immigrants, how they were treated. It gave me an understanding of what it is to be racially discriminated.

2:45 being an immigrant community, our community is young and it still has to develop a muscle so that Filipinos need to be educated about their rights, need to know more about the American system as a whole so they can have some say in what’s happening to them in America.

This is where i have actually thought over and over again. It has been proven by the cases, esp the nurses at the va hosp in ann arbor came about in 1975. I did not know these nurses personally, but because they were discriminated and picked as suspects right from the beginning they were Filipinos and the evidence circumstantial, i think this was good issue that we could use, to understand more about discrimination.

5:10 overview of the case: in 1975 there were two Filipino nurses, filipina narciso and leonora perez were accused of murdering 15 patients out of the 65 patients at the va who had respiratory arrest. The investigations from the va from day number one, these nurses were picked right because of their presence during a few of these arrests. But in the course of their trial, it has always been circumstantial. And the way these nurses were treated by the fbi and va adminstration has been rude, and it was not very scientific.

They were accused of 10 counts of poisoning, 5 counts of murder and 1 count conspiracy. One of the nurses, leonora, was 4 months pregnant when they were arrested. And she had a 3 yr old son who saw her handcuffed and it was in front of the tv when these nurses were arrested. And it was so touching for all the Filipinos. This issue has touched a lot of emotions. We couldn’t believe these Filipino nurses could do that because we don’t do that. And we are not capable of doing that, we are good people, we are reliable and honest people.

After seeing this in chicago, i put, we put all the facts together, met with the nurses and we formed a support grp for narciso and perez. And because of the org that i had which is the anti martial law org, and the kdp, the union of democtrac Filipinos, we had chapters all over the u-s. We studied the issue and it was very clear that it was a case of racial and national discrimination.

So we had a lot fo activities. First, educ of the Filipino community. Was very impt from what is this case about and how do we see it, racial and national discrimination. And that to win this cases it would take not only money but also a lot of organizing…

10:00 this case galvanized the community? This case galvanized Filipino community, because it has united diff walks of life, diff political leanings, diff econ status and it’s not only in the Filipino community but we had the white community helped, from the asian pacific, broader American community.

Activities we did was gathering petitions, phone calls, telegrams to the atty gen, rallies diff states, we had letter writing, and we collected money from everybody to help out with the legal fees. These were nurses, since they were accused of murders, they have stopped working.

12:00 when community galvanized did this mean people who were apolitical? Yes. As a result of this issue and our work educ the Filipino community about discrimination and the hx of Filipinos in America and how we can help and empower ourselves to bring about results in the judicial system, people who were just looking at the issue out of sympathy or pity for the nurses and the kid of leonora, or people said it was injustice, etc, it was a growing oppty for everybody who was involved in support work to get exposures of ideas and how this cases was analyzed.

We also had an understanding of what is the role of the fbi and why it was happening during that period of time that the FBI was very diligent in their work during 1977 and it’s because of vietnam war, and the case of Jimmy Hoffa who they wanted some kind of, the FBI could give some answers about the case. So quickly they had to have answers when the oppty of the va murders came so the Filipino community, some accepted this analysis but some remained scared for their rights.

14:40 that was okay, as long as they came and support narciso and perez. That was the rallying point.

But whatever their reason for support, would it be fair to say that they weren’t just sitting on the sidelines but became active supporter? That’s a fair thing to say that from those who were observers and because they were passive because they needed time to analyze the case, most of them, after the educ that support has done, the concrete support they had to show concrete support in terms of one, signing the petition, distributing petitions in their own work place, be part of the network, or they would also give money, or they would org a house meetg, invite their friends, and we would go their to discuss the case.

and at some point it was a trip from chicago to detroit, our supporters went to detroit during the trial to witness the proceedings in court. It was so great to see Filipinos occupying the courtroom. And here was the prosecutor, maybe one ortwo were there. While the trial was going on, and the outside courthouse were massive Filipinos. At the same time we publicized the diff rallies around the u-s. We had chapters in san franciso, oakland, la, texas, houston, missouri, everywhere in the u-s. Seattle had a chapter, and as far as the tree cities in canada: vancouver, toronto, montreal and as far as guam and the Philippines. So it was really massive.

17:50 so after this, when you are poart of the whole movement, eventually the charges were dropped, it contributes to the maturation of the Filipino community, that they can do something as a community if they are org, if there’s leadership that would galvanize the sentiment, and direc the sentiment to something concrete.

That must’ve been quite a time for the community? It was. While at a certain juncture of the case, it was in anticipation of the verdict, and what we did months before the verdict, the reps of the support grps from diff grps in America, including guam, hawaii, they came, we had a natl conference, snowing in detroit, we had the two defendants, and the support grp, planned their strategy of what to do if they were found guilty or if they were dropped.

So were ready when the verdict came in and we had a community celebratoin when the charges were dropped. It was really good. It was a sight to see all these 30,00 petition forms that we rolled and connected to one another like diplomas and it was in the hands of one of the brothers of the defendants and one of our support grp members that we gave to the court. It was a big publicity. All the elements of the vicotry that i see is the org, the educ that came with, cooperation of the lawyers fo the defendants, and summations that goes after that.

We had a newsletter to inform and update everybody. We had our newspaper who reported, we assigned an katipunan to be in detroit, to report to us, and publicity was very impt. And we updated everybody and it was great. We had a big party after that. Up to now we are still in touch with the diff support grp who are leadership in those chapters and also with the families of the defendants.

21:20 was it an eye-opener for the Filipinos? Definitely. The case was an eye-opener because Filipinos don’t believe they would be accused as murderers or made suspect because it’s just intrinsic that filipi nos are hardworking people, we are honest people, we can do no wrong. Most of us are docile. But what is impt is we have to know our rights and what to do in case you’re arrested or what to do, who to go to in case something happens to you.

22:40 what happened then? In 1977, the charges were dropped. At first they were found guilty. After a new atty gen in detroit took over, he dropped the charges against the nurses for reasons that it would take so much money on the part of the govt to prove the case. So they just dropped it.

23:20 the Philippines continues to export labor, including nursing, what are your thoughts on that? Have things have changed for new recruits? As long as the Philippines do not provide oppty or econ conditions for nurse graduates like jobs, more hosp to work in, higher salaries, there will always be a push factor that will bring these nurses to America.

One thing at this time, the u-s has extreme shortage of nurses and they are really having a hard time of filling these positions with u-s trained nurses, they don’t have any alterantive bu tto recruit from diff countries, much as probably not from the Philippines. Let’s face it, the Philippines has the largest exporters of nurses and they are good workers, they’re reliable with good work ethics so it’s a win situation if they come to America.

If they recuirt nurses, the hosp should take care of these nurses because there are requirements for these nurses who are graduates of foreign countires that they should pass the bd exam but it is so tough on Filipino nurses to pass because of the lack of critical thinking and test taking skills that is needed for to pass exams. In the Philippines, what we’re used to is rote memory, multiple questions and essay questions and we pass that.

But when they come to America the test questions are formulated in such as way that multiple choices from double negatives and double positives and answers that are very similar to one another that Filipino nurses have to exercise their thinking skills to discriminate which is the best answers. And something new is doing it with computers and this is something new for Filipino nurses. We used to write them, but here is computer and the time to finish this… so their sight is high but they don’t pass the board exam.

27:15 but in terms of what drives nurses overseas, hasn’t changed, like knowing friends and having network of support? Yes. It hasn’t changed as to where nurses would go. It is fortnate for some nurses who may have family in America where they migrate to, but most of them though would be relatively new to the area because they’re at the mercy of recruiters as to which nursing home or hsop they’d go to. They also have to be careful as to their rights, and terms fo contracts so they won’t be cheated out of their contracts.

28:15 there are recruiters who have taken advantage of Filipino nurses by offering this much money but when they come here there are 8 nurses in one room and they’re not afforded time for review classes and their salary was half of what they told them in the Philippines. So they end up settling for what is offered to them.

29:00 are nurses who work overseas, does it still have same prestige? In Philippines society nurses who are from the states are seen at a higher level than other professions in the Philippines. That hasn’t changed, but pretty it is still, accountants, dentists, and teachers are seen as higher than the nurses because of the day to day, dirty bedpans, cleaning patients, upperclass Filipinos don’t see that as something glorifying. But you can’t be a nurse if you don’t have those qualities, that you want to help others, help the sick and cleaning bedpans is one of those.

So just as it was decades ago, nurses working in the u-s still seen in higher esteem? There’s a change in the character fo those who are taking nursing. Nursing used to be a chosen profession, it belonged to the elite because it cost a lot of money. And students would have to pass through rigourous training to become real nurse. That’s why along the way they don’t make it. So they’re dropped from school. Those who graduate pass through diff testing.

Today i notice there are more girls who come from pooer families, lesser econ means who go into nursing. There’s also a lot of dysfunctional, students from dysfunctional families who go into nursing. It is because nursing at this time is a job that anybody could easily get into, whether they have the capacity or tenaciousness to carry on as a real nurse, the test will be when they’re in the real profession.

33:15 addendum: given the changes we’ve had in nursing and opptys and the difficulty in preparing ourselves as nurses. And sometimes it’s challenging because of the shortage of nurses nowadays, if i were to go back, i think i would still be a nurse.

Eudosia B. Juanitas (TRANSCRIPT ONLY)

(interview #2)
Recorded by Ruby de Luna
2005

Track 2: AMBI sound with doorbell and Eudosia saying “coming”
Track 3: Eudosia B. Juanitas

[and what year did you come here again?]
1936

[I want to know when you became a citizen of the US]

Now, let me see, after uh, after the war. After the war, you know the last war.

[How did it feel when you finally became a citizen?]

Oh, it was alright..hahaha

[How did you feel…did you feel happy did you feel sad?]

No, just as usual because I didn’t care where I was going any. See, after I graduated high school, no after I graduated nursing.

[And um, when you first came to the US you weren’t a citizen…so you and your Filipnio friends did you feel sad, how did you feel not being a citizen?]

No, we didn’t feel nothing. I don’t know for him but for me, I didn’t care. That’s why I came here um, we uh, I didn’t really. I didn’t know what to do after I graduated see. Right away, after uh from um, from the place where I graduated in Manila. I came home first and then he took vacation and we meet in our place because he’s also in a townmate see. And uh, it so happened that he was also uh, he went to the Philippines and I went also to my native town for a vacation and then we meet there. We got married right away and then we rode the boat coming here.

[Do you remember um, there was uh, Filipino community here in Stockton and um do you remember if anybody was fighting for their citizenship here?]

No there was no.

[What were people saying because there was a lot of laws at the time when you were here in the 30s and 40s. There was the Tydings McDuffie Act..do you remember that? There were a couple of laws that excluded Filipinos from a lot of things, from some of them were excluding Filipinos from gaining citizenship….]

Oh, I was later, maybe that was before me when there were troubles. Because uh, they could not even get along with the Filipinos. Some Filipinos you know, they came from Hawaii and they are disobedient, so the police they tell them something, sometimes they kick them. Yeah, before. See.

Well, you know, those Filipinos they drink too, they drink. And then when they drink they talk too much and they’re disobedient too, that’s why. Oh they talk and talk to the police or whatever see. So and I.

[What did the police do?]

Oh, just a little bit uh because they were already sitting down there on the ground you know, near the store.

[Who is this]

You know those men, those Filipino men were sitting like, as in the Philippines we down there in the floor there. And some of them were doing that too you know and uh, they were discussing with the police and some they that’s why. But, I didn’t see any harsh thing that they did. They just uh say them, get up get up and go.

[Was there any discrimination against the Filipinos?]

At that time, um, there was no thing, at least they were discriminated by the Filipnos because there were also other nationality that came later. The Filipinos were ahead of any other becase they came from Hawaii in the plantation, the sugar plantation. So many of them uh, went to the States and they had already their job over here before I came you know. I don’t know because it was 1936, Filipinos were here already. From the plantation in Hawaii they move over here see.

[Your husband…did he ever talk about wanting to become a US citizen?]

yeah, he became a US citizen.

[How did he feel when he became a US citizen?]

He was alright because he was first here you know and uh, it so happened that the wife died already and he went home and accidentally we met each other and it didn’t take long because I want to really go any place. Among the brothers and sisters were ten and I was left alone you know. I graduated in nursing and then I felt so sad you know when I uh oh mostly all your elders are all grown you know. Most of them died at that time.

[So you lived in a Filipino community here…can you describe what it was like?]

Yeah, there were few women. Those women came from Hawaii. See they plant in the they work in the sugar plantation together with men see. I had only known, so, little bit of them, little bit. So uh, sometimes we meet only in town because we have our place there over in the ranch..a few miles from here. My husband has a farm already when we came here and uh everytime we had (?) we come to town and we meet those ladies you know, there are very few of the men had wives because there’s very few Filipino women, not until after they uh, they let they’re called Okloy fro Oklahoma did they let them come in and that’s the time they intermarry with them.

[So did the Filipino men…did they date white women?]

Yeah, they call that Okloy from Oklahoma.

[Wasn’t that against the law?]

Oh, well, maybe little by little, later on when I was here. Maybe before you know. But when I was here, they could date them.

[Did you notice any,…because there were riots too at that time…when the Filipno men would get beaten up for dating white women]

No, not at that time, no more. See, before that I don’t know but when I came in 1936 there was not any more riot. No, see.

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[Do you remember hearing about Carlos Bulosan?]
No.

[there were a lot of Filipnos who were joining unions…what were they saying about farm labor? Do you remember?

No.

[Why were they joining unions?]

4:09 When I came here you know, they were starting to organize themselves very well. There was no fight about that during at that time. See.

[Can you tell me about that?]

Well, they have first the Filipino community see and those Filipnos uh, with few women, sometimes uh, well it’s hard you know to get a woman because there was no, even white women don’t get acquainted with them except later on when they imported they send some American women, that’s the only time.

[So what about the farm labor unions? Do you remember the farm labor unions? Can you tell me about that?]

Farm labor union. Yeah, there was union and uh, oh, the Filipnos were uh, sort of united that time. See. They, uh I didn’t uh, there was a little bit of something you know but I didn’t notice them very much at that time.

[Were any of your friends involved?]

No.

Yeah, but it wasn’t much now, it was disappearing. There uh the acquaintance with the Americans see. The only thing was the, that they were not treated good because there was uh yeah, dancing place there you know where the women was. And they drink too that’s why. Sometimes they are driven there in the street, because they stay there and talk and then talk loud and have some loud conversation and the police didn’t like that.

[What about the dancehalls can you tell me about that?]

The only thing that I have heard uh, but I was not there before that. But uh, those uh police were kicking the Filipinos, but at my time they were not doing it anymore because the Filipinos were obedient too the only thing when they drink too much, they resist and talking but they usually obey. There was nothing, they weren’t hurt at that time, no more, very cruel to them anymore.

[You think the police were right in kicking them?]

I don’t know, I didn’t see them. They were just talking to me. But they were treated like that before because there was a dancing hall and there was this Filipino also. They drink and uh, they go to the dancing hall and by and by they come out you know and …

They are very noisy, they drink…it was hard to manage them But I was not with them because we lived four miles from here see.

[Were there some place in Stockton where Filipinos weren’t allowed to enter?]

No, there was not at that time.

[How did you get citizenship? Do you remember?]

yeah, we uh, we have a test you know. I dunno if I have a test, I forgot. Because uh, after that yeah, after the war there was uh, they had that um, the nurses have uh, there things you know to take examination before you come in but uh, myself I didn’t have to take examination because I graduated in the Philippines and I didn’t have to take a board examination, see. And they allowed me to go in training right away and then there was a question with the uh superintendent of nurses there see. First they tried me for about, I think uh, one or two years. And they still did not give me my registration thing. And then uh, I was ready to go to Sacramento to complain about it so later on they give me the write, they give me the thing to practice.

[Was this the nursing test?]

See, first you have to, what you call that uh, to work there you know, without any wages or anything, just work. Training first see, but they have certain years already. I think I, I worked there only for three years in the San Joaquin County…..

(about working in nursing) (Group 3: 4)

[Do you remember what year you got your citizenship?]

Oh, (laughs) I forgo. I think uh, it was several years, right away after the war. I applied and then I got it right away, see. That’s why I was able to work, otherwise they won’t allow you, if you have no career see, in the hospital.

[When you first got here, you weren’t allowed to get citizenship…no..did you want to get citizenship when you first got here?]

I was not thinking of it first, I said, I’ll just wait and it so happens that with the war see. Not until after the war, that I tried and then because what they did was they had a favorite with the Filipinos because they were good soldiers, very good soldiers, fighter. So they allowed the Filipinos to be citizens. That was after the war, but before that no. They were so uh, they were so helpful with the Americans see. So the Filipnos were getting better too because they were treated nice and that social hole was there of course you know because there was no Filipina for the Filipnos too. Only few, only few girls from Hawaii see and they are sad too. Then later on the government approved the uh, of those from uh, certain place, certain kind of state that they allowed California and then some of them married them.

[Do you remember how your friends felt when they found out that you could get citizenship]

Oh see there were only about fiver or six Filipinas, sometimes we just met you know. Later on we got away from the ranch you know where we were doing because my husband was working in the field. In that ranch there in Libby and Sitner and then we got the house so that time I was not uh, not mingling with them so much see, because of that. But they are still the same you know.

[So did you like living I the US at that time?] (Group 3: 5)

Well, for me I said in any place, I didn’t care. So long as I get away from my place ther too see. Because uh, just imagine, I was the last you know, that was taking education and uh, they didn’t even care for me, for my studies. And uh, lucky at that time the hospital provide us….(about working in the Philippines…going to school there )

[So you were happy just being here and it didn’t matter if you were a citizen or not?]

I worked hard to be a citizen. It’s better to be a citizen. You see, uh, if you study here it would be nice to be a citizen because whatever they are doing for their own students they will do for you see.

[You didn’t get to vote either, and you’re not able to work, you’re not able to go to school..how did you feel about that?]

I just waited and waited see. And uh, you know the first time you work in the hospital you don’t know anybody and sometimes you know you ask them to help you and some will help but some they have sort of discrimination (laughs)

[Can you talk about that a little bit? How was that?]

Well, like uh, that uh superintendent of the nurses because uh, I had only I think I had not completed my uh, one subject and uh, I have to take that for a year there in the hospital, so she thinks that I don’t know anything about it…(about hospital…not much here to use)

Group 3: 6

[You said that you felt some discrimination from this woman?]

No, the workers only.

[Can you describe a situation that happened?]
Oh well, you know because uh, most of the women are fat so I can’t even move them. Some are nice and some are not, but those are differences in people. So I just keep quiet, but it was hard for me, I could not even uh, let the patient roll, because he’s too fat, I could not carry.

[So what did you do?]

I ask other workers to, and sometimes they pity me you know because I’m new there and the only Filipina there that’s working.

[Was it hard working with white people?]

No, some. I think it’s really individual what kind of woman you are. You help or they will help you see.

[So you didn’t feel discrimination outside of that, not working on the farm?]

Well, you see my husband was a labor contractor. He supplied labor. There was a company called Libby and Sitner….(again, about them working in the farm…not much different from what I got before)

Group 4: 7
I stayed here in Stockton most of my life, since 1936. Mostly, lots of Filipinos here in Stockton. The one that uh, you see, in Hawaii, they got all those places in Hawaii before they were working and as soon as they transferred here, all of them mostly came. (my voice) you see they were not married because the Filipinos in Hawaii, most were men and uh, they came here and they intermarry here, they could not, sometimes they get their women you know but uh, it’s hard when there are a few women and not so many men. And uh, maybe later so that government was trying to place them too to bring some women here from the white…

[What did they do again?]

They get some Filipnos to come here to work here in the packing house like that or in the field.

(more about more Filipino men, not women)

[Overall were you happy to be living in the United States and why?]

Yes, well uh, I was the last to graduate uh I was telling you…(about how her family didn’t pay for her education in the Philippines, etc….so she was just so happy to go anywhere, US or not)

I was the last to graduate, I did not know what to do with my life and I didn’t care about the place I was living in, mostly, all away and I have nobody you know, so I felt so sad about myself.
(about meeting her husband) he was looking for a wife and I didn’t love him, he should know that, I just wanted to leave that place

Group 3: 8

(about her mother and father fighting, father drunk, etc.)

Group 3: 9

[Again, I asked you this before but I’ll ask it again…how did you feel about becoming a citizen of the United States?]

I loved to because uh, there are so many things that they allow you to do when you’re a citizen see. So I, it you will be left away if you are not a citizen and uh of course there are so many of the Filipinos that I know, they didn’t study they just go on and work in the field and they go in the Philippines and they take vacation and they come back. They were allowed to do that but I took the advantage of getting a vacation here see.

[How would you have felt if they didn’t give you citizenship?]

Well, uh, I will not feel anything because it is not the law. Everybody is affected by the law, but once you know, uh, there is discrimination then you get made at it see.

[What would you do if there was discrimination?]

Well, I would just go to Sacramento and discuss it there. I am not afraid yeah,

[And um, did your husband experience discrimination?]

No, uh because his work was only supply labor, he wasn’t affected by those kind see.